Toxic friends

I have many. And I’m asking the universe – what gives? What’s the lesson? Do they think I have it “together” so they seek me out? I’m a crumbling mess. Don’t they know? Or am I so guarded that they don’t see it? Maybe? I need/want support. Damn, I feel bad for my therapist. In the meantime, I’m drinking a nice #scotch to ponder. Thanks for listening to me bitch!