Dreams

I had a wonderful/sad dream last night: my ex-husband showed up in a police officers uniform and when I saw him, I went over to him to congratulate him. He smiled and didn’t run away from me. I asked him to listen to me. I don’t remember what I said to him, and then our old apartment showed up in the dream. We cried as it was being dismantled- kind of like the movie Inception. I watched it all wither away. Why am I dreaming about him? Why do I still love him? It’s been over 15 years we said goodbye. I’m so sad and yet happy for the love still in my subconscious. Missing you Andrew ❤️