Working

Why why why!!!!??? Why when I work my side gig am I always given the crap gigs??? I can’t for the life of me understand why this happens all the damn time. Problem: I need money. Problem: I have a terrible generational curse (thanks dad). And yet allllll the work of done: therapy, praying to god, praying to my ancestors, seminars on “letting go”, manifesting…blah blah blah…nothing works. Won’t someone give me a chance? Won’t someone hire me? Won’t someone help? Nope! It’s up to me, yet again. Holding out hope for a job in my field. Please say a prayer for me. 🙏🏻❤️